OMGWTFBBQ~~~!! Look what the lovely has got for me??

This has got to be the best present <3 I love her so much!!!

See this pic? drew it for me for my b-day, and see what it turns out to be....



IT'S A PILLOW CASE!!!! OMG!!! NOW I CAN HUG ARINA TO SLEEP INSTEAD OF THINKING ABOUT MY BF EVERYNIGHT XD

(damn those printing technologies in Hong Kong...it's so amazing!!)

Next up:

A lovely tote made by my lovely friend Mineko ( [link] ) who's also my idol





Then  doujin created by Yan Square ([link]) , along with guests , etc:





And another doujin made by and along with guest artists Yan Square, , and etc.



THANK YOU SO MUCH Now you wait for my love package XD (it's probably not as amazing as the pillow case you made XD...I can never top that, haha)

*claps hands and insert sarcasm* Congrats Detroit Lions! You forever go down in NFL history as the first franchise to have a perfect 0-16 record...lol...and that sad thing is that, you even let Green Bay beat you today

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Yeah, I know...

*dodges from Lions fans* XD

But in all honest, I feel really bad for the Lions for losing all 16 games. One the brighter side, they get first draft pick. But also on the other hand, I'm starting to worry the future of the next Heisman Trophy winner and finalists...

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On other news, I went to my first Bears home game ever against the Packers! And we freakin WON!!! I'll post pictures and videos later XD But man, that game was tense, and freakin cold. It was the coldest Bears home game ever, like -10F degrees I believe??

But yeah, playoff hopes are gone for the Bears, and life moves on...next year maybe??

ADDED: Just a quick edit...please don't get me wrong. There are tons of popular artists who are down to earth the nicest people I've seen. To name a few, , are a few of them.

This journal was more of a thought to those who have decided to  walk away from their friends to make friends who are more popular.

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Popularity is one subject that I barely touch on, just because I'm not too concern about it myself. There's nothing wrong about people wanting to be popular, it's part of people's ego I guess.

But what truly disgusts me about popularity is when you see people, who you have treated them well, totally shoved you aside and not even bothering talking to you just because your drawings suck, and you're not popular at all. All you see from them is kissing up to other better drawn artists. And all they complain about is, "Oh, I used to get more than 1000+ favs whenever I submit, and now I don't, what happen to me?"

That attitude was basically a slap in the face to those who have less favs. But for me, it's not because of the amount of favs that matters, but the ignorance and arrogance that irks me. I personally chose not to associate with those who are so caught up in this race called "popularity". I like to associate with all different artists who are kind and humble.

I've made quite a few friends on dA since more than a year ago. These friends have a wide range of skills. We don't choose friends based on skills or popularity, but who they are truly inside.

So at the end, feel free to shove me aside, if I'm not "worthy" enough to be your friend. I still have other friends enough for me to care for, especially to who I have been sticking with since I've met her on dA.

With that being said, Happy Holidays and be a nice kid

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Go and join 's lovely contest design some awesome costumes for her manga Gun Point! You know you love her as much as I do

Anyone wanna share a table with me at Anime Central??

EDIT: Plus I'm gonna clean up my gallery...XD

As I always tell my friends and watchers here..

Cherish your life, cherish the ones around you. Life is too short to live; life is too short to hold grudges; life is too short to hate.

All it takes is love and understanding. Love the ones around you, and understand what goes around you.

Live not just for yourself, but those who want you to live as well.

L, the last message is especially for you. Don't disappoint her, for she is watching over you.

One of her dear friends , is holding another auction for her, and I'm in there too! Please go help her! Much love <3

Dear Secret Santa from

I wish to have a new black Juicy Couture Dreamer Bag...a Christian Dior Charm....oh wait...you don't mean that? XD

Maybe this would work?

My OCs, you can do either one, or both if you wish

Sarena -

Arina -

Both -

Thank you so much!! I will love you forever!

Ok peeps, especially to those who have been noting me and attacking me for being a bitch, I direct you to this journal because I had enough defending myself.

Apparently, the news article lately has apparently opened up a freakin can of worms. What was meant to be a discussion turned out to be accusing me for being a sour bitch.

For those of you who accused me, for your own record:

- I was in both private and public ones last year, with the private one having lots of what you claim "elite" artists. So the base of me being a sour bitch not being in those groups becomes invalid.

- Is it really freakin wrong with me to feel bad for those who were hurt last year? The whole reason why I created that news was to make awareness that there are people that could be hurt and to discuss if there are ways to improve it. And for your own records "I NEVER SAID THESE PRIVATE GROUPS ARE WRONG". If you are able to quote me on that, congrats, you deserve a cookie. If you want to make these groups private or secret, then tell people not to post journals about the event. It's just as simple as that. And guess what? IT WORKED YOU FREAKIN MORONS! More and more public groups and even a group made by the wonderful was made about people giving to other deviants was made.

I'm not calling myself a saint or whatsoever, but at least more public groups were made ahead of time so more people can join and turn their attention away from these private groups. Whoever else has the heart to make those groups, bless your soul, because you have just helped the community get stronger.

It was last year with all the journals coming out with people crying and being hurt not being invited (and if you wish, note me and I can send you the journal that really prompt me to write that news, in return, you have to promise not to comment on her journal or whatsoever. Just read only. PLEASE.) Am I wrong to feel bad for them? Tell me? Am I freakin wrong? If you don't care about them, fine, you have the right to not care. But don't come up to me and calling me a sour bitch because you're just making freakin drama for yourself too. Why not post in public and have a fight with me?  

- And for your record, my friends here on dA are those who I contact on a daily bases. You know who you people are. And yes, they may not have the massive amount of pageviews or maybe their skills are not up to your standards, but they are the nicest people on here. If I were to come here for fame, I would have kissed you asses up way more than what I'm doing now and try to be in your clique and get your attention. I don't note you people to ask permission to be your friend. I don't stalk you and praise you to get closer to you. Yes I draw fanart, but that's because the characters are pretty to draw. I would rather be with those who are humble and kind, and even if they are not the most famous people here on dA, at least they are true to themselves.

Some of you can call me fake or whatsoever, I don't care. People who know me in real life can attest to what kind of person I am. I don't really need to defend myself anymore. Take it or leave it. But just remember, we're not friends, so don't be all bitchy and complaining about someone who doesn't even consider you a friend to begin with.

This is to you, my attackers. And I rest my case.